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Rogue/Gambit (by Jerri)
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Rogue/Gambit (by Jerri)
Last night was the BBQ. It was fun, smaller than last year, but that was ok. I was happy Joy and Tom came for a little bit, it was nice to see them. Everyone seemed to get along, so that was good. It was fun and I was happy to see everyone.

It was nice to be able to just chill and relax with everyone. I feel like I never get to see anyone anymore, which I guess is partically true. I'm just so tired and stressed lately. Weekends are the only real time I have and more often than not those are spent either schlepping to NJ or waiting for Steve to come here. Otherwise I don't get to see him, which is sad, as it is I hardly saw him this weekend. It's sad really, he didn't end up making it to the house till like 3pm and then he had to go pick some stuff up come back & cook and such. By the time we went up to bed we were both so tired we just passed out. This morning the boys played rock band all morning, I made breakfast, and Steve helped. Still I feel like I hardly saw him and that makes me sad.

I don't know it's such a weird place in my life right now. Especially now that he's out of school. I mean at least when he was at school he was a 1/2 hour closer and let's face it it was like our own little apartment, w/ three strangely loveable roomates. Now, well it's just harder, the traveling sucks and no longer can I stay over on Sundays since it takes so long to get to the city that I wouldn't be able to make it to work on time. It's just harder than I thought, I mean granted most of our relationship has been long distance, but it just seems harder lately. I miss him, & I really do love him.

I didn't mean for  this entry to be so whiny, I really did have a lot of fun last night.  Drunk Tom is fun, though I think he spooked Vixie a little. I'd forgotten that Drunk Tom does impressions when he's drunk, he used to do Jack Sparrow, now apparently he's switched to the Joker. Which is pretty amusing unless like Vixie you haven't seen Dark Knight. ... then it's sorta creepy. LoL. I didn't realize he was so far gone till we were in the middle of a serious conversation with him and he leaned in real close and started his Joker impersination.  It was amusing.
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